Nothing

I love you honey      do you love me?      oh that’s nice -  do you love me for a short time or a long time…….?  oh … coz I love you for a long time -  i need you  - a family  a car a house  the internet  I need to breed  emit  in a good neighbourhood I want drugs  everything is a drug  sleep  death  infinity  food is a drug  something else’s cells  I don’t wanna eat rocks  I want cells  they’re delicious  fatten them up  kill them      eat their life-force     it’s evil  I know   I can live with that    fuck you   I’m busy growing my own God-damned cell society here 

But hang on   where does Existence come from      Non-existence     Nothingness   shit  the buddhists were fucking right all along        the end        fuck it     or is it      How do you get Existence out of Nothingness  we did   effect proves the cause  so    

(a) how  (a minus) why 

Let’s flip the dip    time  space  speed of light   throw that shit out the window  - they’re downstream effects      If Nothing can go faster than the speed of light let’s meet Nothing    see if we haven’t got its nature upside down    it’s only a word  not even that    phew   feels better already

Shit  I’ve fucked up  fuck   you had choices   if only I’d     fuck   I had the information   it was all there   why did I do that     cozzzzz    you’re stupid       shut up       you shut up     its a pattern of behaviour  you’re locked in    you locked yourself in     fuck  I can’t do it   where am I      you had your chances  you blew them   they’re gone   they no longer exist

Except   they do  

exhibit (a) I keep fucking thinking of them 

(b) everything is real   dreams are real    if it exists    as a thought    it’s real

There are only two things that can pass freely through the wall of Existence and Non-existence 1. Quantum physics wave-particles   2. Thought    Is that a coincidence

I think  - therefore there’s Thought

What’s faster than the speed of light  fuck that shit  I’m there before the race begins  

I’m right under your nose   you can’t see me under a microscope   

can see where I’ve been though   you are where I’ve been  

What was I talking about  shit    I can’t remember   it was important  damn   what was it     something to do with      emotion   an infusion    nah      it wasn’t that   fuck it       it’s gone      is it     gone where?

Nothingness

The nature of Nothingness is the nature of Thought    The Essence of Existence  every pathway   it’s all in there   quantum’s Probability Wave   the flip-side of Existence that doesn’t exist  - yet  unobserved pre-Existence  - unlived swaggle accompanying every move - waiting for their chance to happen - to particlize  - everything else is a metaphor for everything  else  -  

Where are you?  

I’m on the way  

How much longer?   

Hard to say  fucking gps is acting up  - using old fashioned way haha   

Are you lost?   

No  it’s fine  I’m on the way    

Ok hurry up   I'm waiting