Nothing

 

I love you honey      do you love me?      oh that’s nice 

Do you love me for a short time or a long time    ? 

ohrr   so sweet      coz I love you for a long time 

for eternity

I want you     i need you     a family     a car     a house     the internet     I need to breed  emit   in a good neighbourhood    I want drugs    lots of them     everything is a drug     sleep    death    infinity    food is a drug  something else’s cells  I don’t wanna eat rocks   I want cells  they’re delicious   fatten them up   kill them all     eat their life-force     it’s evil  I know   I can live with that    fuck you   I’m busy growing my own God-damned cell society here 

 

But hang on mate   where does Existence come from      Non-existence     Nothingness   shit  the buddhists were fucking right all along        the end        fuck it     or is it      How do you get Existence out of Nothingness  we did   effect proves the cause  so    

(a) how  (a minus) why 

Let’s flip the dip    time  space  speed of light   throw that shit out the window  - they’re downstream effects      If Nothing can go faster than the speed of light let’s meet Nothing    see if we haven’t got its nature upside down    it’s only a word  not even that    phew   feels better already

Shit  I’ve fucked up  fuck   you had choices   if only I’d     fuck   I had the information   it was all there   why did I do that     cozzzzz    you’re stupid       shut up       you shut up     its a pattern of behaviour  you’re locked in    you locked yourself in     fuck  I can’t do it   where am I      you had your chances  you blew them   they’re gone   they no longer exist

Except   they do  

exhibit (a) I keep fucking thinking of them 

(b) everything is real   dreams are real    if it exists    as a thought    it’s real

I think  - therefore there’s Thought

There are only two things that can pass freely through the wall of Existence and Non-existence 1. Quantum physics wave-particles   2. Thought    Is that a coincidence

What’s fasterunder your nose   but   you can’t see me under a microscope  ?

Faster than the speed of light light    fuck that shit shit    I’m there before the race begins  

I’mYou right under your nose   you can’t see me under a microscope   

can see where I’ve been though   you are where I’ve been  

What was I talking about  shit    I can’t remember   it was important  damn   what was it     something to do with      emotion   as an infusion    nah      it wasn’t that     damn      it’s gone      is it     gone where?where  ?

The nature of Nothingness is the nature of Thought    The Essence of Existence  every pathway   it’s all in there  

the soup  quantum’s

the Probability Wave   the flip-side of Existence that doesn’t exist     yet   unobserved

unobserved  pre-Existence  = Nothing   

unlived fairy worlds  excitedly accompanying every move     waiting for their chance to happen     to particlize       or not    everything else is a metaphor for everything  else   

Where are you       I’m on the way     How much longer       Hard to say   fucking gps is acting up    using old fashioned way haha             Are you lost                        No    it’s fine  I’m on the way          Ok   hurry up   i'm waiting