# Lucy

poem - imperfection

# Dear Lucy,

<span style="font-weight: 400;">Sorry to hear that you died.</span>

<span style="font-weight: 400;">I’m writing this as i look at your painting. I can feel your ghost in it - is that really you?</span>

<span style="font-weight: 400;">It’s a POV - from the top step at Bondi Icebergs looking across the pool, to North Bondi. You (not visible in the painting), adjusting your goggles …? about to descend into the wobbly water for your evening swim. It draws you in. You loved that Bondi Icebergs club - paid-up member.</span>

<span style="font-weight: 400;">The mood that lives on in the painting - that’s talking to me now - is calming, happy, open-minded. If you can have the same effects as good drugs, Luce, you’ve done well.</span>

<span style="font-weight: 400;">Speaking of which, we sat on the bench there one night in the 80’s, can’t remember how we came to be there, can you?, but we smoked a joint, chatted-on free-style … Lucy Wiers style - your nickname for yourself.</span>

<span style="font-weight: 400;">Got onto Imperfection. You liked some clumsiness in your paintings - coz life is clumsy - imperfect.</span>

*<span style="font-weight: 400;">We’re all flat-earthers </span>*<span style="font-weight: 400;">you said, </span>*<span style="font-weight: 400;"> Living in a world that’s never fully revealed unto us. What we’re sure is true - is not.</span>*

<span style="font-weight: 400;">We thought maybe art - any kind - is a portal to the </span>*<span style="font-weight: 400;">real </span>*<span style="font-weight: 400;">real - a gleaning. A picture paints a thousand words. That’s not true - but it is. The artists’ secret passage-way to the </span>*<span style="font-weight: 400;">real </span>*<span style="font-weight: 400;">real.</span>

<span style="font-weight: 400;">Recent events here reminded me of our conversation - that </span>*<span style="font-weight: 400;">unreal reality</span>*<span style="font-weight: 400;"> stuff - that’s gone through the roof - it's called </span>*<span style="font-weight: 400;">messaging </span>*<span style="font-weight: 400;">now - from the experts - it’s all globalized.</span>

<span style="font-weight: 400;">Meanwhile regular people’s influence, including your artists’ portals, have inversely shrunk. What’s up with that? Is influence a limited resource?</span>

<span style="font-weight: 400;">Was thinking you might know. Especially with hindsight. Or we’d have fun talking about it - guess we are.</span>

<span style="font-weight: 400;">Luce, even so, I wish you were still alive. Like </span>*<span style="font-weight: 400;">normal </span>*<span style="font-weight: 400;">alive.</span>

<span style="font-weight: 400;">Love Dulan  
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